Assalamualaikum ! Its been awhile ! Hhe ive been through such a tragic life lately. Im sorry for not updating about a few months (?).
Actually, there's nothing to tell here. Im lazy as ever, chubby as ever, brat as ever.
& hey, dont forget that im SINGLE as everrr.
In particullar, i do fallen' love wit 2-3 guys. Whoaa. No kidding.
But i think tht kind of love is not real at all.
If im in love with 1 guy, theres no way im gonna fall again with the 2nd guy right ?
So, the fact tht, im just playing around here, with not being serious, do something tht unthinkingly think.
Thts stupid. Me.
Im just lonely, itu je. Such a excuses.
Kay, lately ive been thinking about what im gonna be in the future. Like - i must have at least 2-3 things to aim right ?
The first think i thought is, becoming a primary school teacher would be great. I love kids, but i easily get annoyed with them unless they do what i say, be cute & stop being so spoiled.
From my point of view, if i pampered them too much, theyll kick my ass like some kids from my area would do.
THATS SUCK.
The second one is, maybe i should just be a journalist, since i'm good at writing something. I love to read too.
But just being a journalist, can it be eternal ? For someone like me ?
Ive been asking for peoples view, and they said tht - being a journalists doesnt suit me enough. Can i stand sayin & write bout what i don't feel like to write ? Can i stand the rules of writing ? No. The fact that - i want to write what i want, i want to choose my own articles, using my own way of perspectives, my own point of view toward the worlds.
Hahaha im being too picky here.
I was thinking bout entering UPSI , or maybe UM ? Hahaha even though it seems impossible ( my results was like something something )
But everyone has their own speciality. I have it too ( without realizing it )
This year gonna be the last year. The very last year where i could play around & being such problematic brat at school. At least i have something to story to my grandchild now (lol)